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Thursday, July 3, 2008/ 9:59 PM

i need to stop thinking of junkfood. =( its not easy working in a building that has old chang kee below it.
i keep thinking about the curry puff and fried squid! ARGHS!
i am on a diet because i have become fatter and if i don't diet, i will become one big fat ass.
so i have to stop snacking on oily food before permanent damage is done.

my sister is also on the diet campaign with me. =D
oh. and my latest splurge this month is Reborn slimming wraps! i heard that its rather effective. compared to the expensive lose weight programs in those slimming centers, i rather try Reborn slimming wraps first



Friday, June 20, 2008/ 1:58 AM

i am thinking of setting up a baimomo spree. =D they have a really nice blue cardigan which i am absolutely dying to get. its damn cute!

unfortunately, i have no idea about spree organising. =(
gee!

anyway, my nose is peeling really badly for these 2 days. =( i think its the aircon in my office. not only that, my lips are cracking too. sian. too much aircon is really no good. hope the lipice i bought this afternoon will help prevent more cracked lips.

i wanna buy 2 F21 shorts! and some mango skirts of course. =DD



Tuesday, June 17, 2008/ 9:54 PM

GO PEANUTBUTTERCUP GO!

=DDDD



Thursday, June 12, 2008/ 10:23 PM

due to some unforeseen circumstances last evening, i didn't manage to jog. =(
shall make up for it on sat morning. =D jogging with my sister in bishan park. =DDD
besides trying to lose weight this june, i am also trying to cut down on my spendings on unnecessary items like: junk food, clothes which i won't wear etc.

and i realised that most of the money are spent on junk food. =.= no wonder i gain weight. =(
i shall stop spending so much on stupid junk foods.

in total, i have wasted around $104 this week.
=(



Wednesday, June 11, 2008/ 11:14 PM
dieting - my first step after 3 failed attempts

well, i must say that the first step to dieting is rather smooth so far. ate 1 bread and 1 cheese for breakfast this morning and i had some soup noodle for lunch just now. =D
ate the pork, the egg, the veggies and a few strands of noodles. Most of the noodles have been dumped. =DDDDDDDD

yup, waste of money i know. but better than getting fat right?
still, i feel guilty for dumping so much noodle. =( people are starving in certain parts of the world and i am throwing away 3/4 bowl of noodles. ><

sheesh.
anyway, have made plans to jog this evening. after work. =D hopefully i will gather enough motivation to start jogging. fingers cross.



/ 5:07 PM
combating fatness + one fucking suay rainy day

i never thought that i would have to combat fatness. =(
ever since i started working, i have swell from s size to m/l size. =(((((
and my waist increase by 3 inches.
have tried dieting and jogging but due to lack of discipline, i never lost weight. I don't want to be fat for the rest of my life so I am going to try to lose weight again.

another attempt to taste sunshine! =DDD

yesterday was a fucking bad day though. hate rainy days. i am ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS suay on rainy days.
i was late for work, it was raining heavily, i went to the bus stop and realize i forgot my ezlink, went home to take, saw a bitch with her dog which urinate below my post box, floor was full of dark orangy yellow urine and stinks like hell, bitch pretend nothing happen, glared at bitch before going up to get the bloody card, caught the mrt, reach orchard station, rushed up the escalator, this fucking bitch suddenly block me, super late due to bitch obstruction at escalator, rushed the report, could not finish despite skipping lunch, OT OT OT OT OT till rather late, tried to email report to my boss who's out on business trip, computer hang and hang, resend resend resend, got it through, ran to sommerset mrt station, stupid train was crowded and this fat man with a fat bag refuse to let me board the train, missed the train, very late in reaching my bf's house, felt sick and queasy, bf send me home, ate panadol and slept.

in life there are always days when i am fucking suay and unfortunately, they always happen on rainy days.

about the fucking bitch who block me on escalator:
initially, this zha bo was standing on the left side of the escalator. people always stand on the left side so others who are in a hurry can use the right side to walk up the escalator. this zha bo annoys me to no end because she was standing on the LEFT side then when i was about to pass her, she suddenly step to the middle and BLOCKED ME! this is done deliberately! FUCKING BITCH. HATE HER. what was worse that she doesn't want to move at all! pretend that she never hear or see me. what a bitch!


about the bastard who stopped me from taking the train at sommerset:
thanks to you, i was late again! second time in a day! this bloody bastard, was standing right in front of the train doors. there's like a big gap behind him. and he doesn't wanna move in! FUCKER. another guy, i appreciate his kindness, tried to get the fucker to move behind, but the fucker wont budge. this kind guy, has no space behind him so he couldn't move back to let me in so i don't blame him. BUT THAT FUCKER HAD PLENTY OF SPACE BEHIND HIM. I KNOW HE GOT NO EYES AT THE BACK OF HIS FUCKING HEAD BUT COULDN'T HIM AT LEAST HAVE THE COURTESY OF TURNING AROUND TO CHECK?

RAWR!




/ symphony

peanutbuttercup
loves cats, anime and shopping sprees.
aiming to lose weight and save money =)

also to get a new harstyle, put braces, get new clothes and mac cosmetics =DD


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i don't know what it is love,
this girl has got a hold on me,
you got me losing any control.


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i want a taste of sunshine


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